Kind of blue but at least I'm in the pink

Sitting in my bed watching Vampire Diaries in an attempt to escape reality. I have just finished the longest crying session I've had in like a year. I'm talking hysterical bawling for like 30 minutes like some child. Now I'm not depressed or anything like that, but I've just got a mad case of holiday blues! Well, partly... also mourning my house, my flat and the loss of my flatmates and a bit stressed over my current living situation which is basically on a day-by-day basis, which means I don't know how long I can stay in this flat. Coming back to Aberdeen was very anticlimactic to say the least, so yeah, holiday blues is bad atm. But I also feel soooo much better after finally having a good cry! I've been needing it for ages due to all kinds of stress, so it's a relief. Life is still pretty stressful, boring and uncertain, but it's only for one month and then I get to finally head to Thailand and then Portugal! I just have to suck it up for this month and then I'm life will be oh-so-good! But I feel so much better than I have for a while (in Aberdeen at least). Amazing what a good cry can do for your wellbeing sometimes!