I resent my body for its weakness

I have never been so exhausted in my life, and on top of that I'm really ill. I've been exhausted for the past like, 10 days and ill for a few days. My exhaustion and illness is just getting worse and today I hit a wall. I was at work and I just felt like I couldn't do it anymore, so had to admit defeat and ask to go home, but before I made it out of work I broke down crying - in front of customers! Not good. So I've spent this afternoon sleeping and eating all the immune-system-boosters I had at home, trying to feel better. I don't, by the way. So now I am going to send myself to bed (yes I'm aware of how early it is) and PRAY that I feel better tomorrow! Because I don't have time for this shit! Pray for my health please, whoever reads this! Goodnight.